A little background on me. My name is Matthew Gransden, I was medically retired at the age of 23 and I am now 44. I was with the 82nd Airborne. The stress of losing friends really screwed me up. Also I had a parachute collapse and I was injured to a point of multiple surgeries and continued pain. My diagnosed mental health issues are PTSD, Major depressive disorder and borderline personality disorder. Many sessions with therapist and psychotherapists. I tried everything and was at the end because nothing was working. This is when I researched the value of DMT and started searching for someone to teach me and guide me. I was drawn to my Shaman, who has taught me about following his “Dimitri’s Ladder” protocol, providing me with a way to better understand my life. I saved my marriage, dropped so much guilt and rewrote my understanding of situations I went through.
His protocol is 1 hit every minute, for 60 min.
During my journey through my brain. I sat in what felt like a control center. Every memory, feeling, and experience were in front of me. Not only did I see them but I could feel them and their importance to my future. I was able to move memories that were keeping me down, to a trash can, like a computer, at the end I hit the clear trash button.
During this everything became so small or I became bigger, the cart in my hand turned so small. All of this happened while I was standing outside naked to the moon. Grounding myself by standing in my grass, I started to feel pulling on my feet and I didn't fight it, I allowed my toes to be pulled. My body connects with a mycelium network. I was talking to everything and nothing at the same time. The vibration in my body, the feeling of connection and self worth, opened my mind to the potential of a bright future
I left my wife out of this so I didn't cause her any stress. Before I could tell her, she asked me why I have been so happy, engaged and hopeful for the future. I shared what my Shaman has taught and helped me through. Happily, my marriage is no longer in danger of falling apart.
After my journey my body was still in a state of understanding and contemplation. A warmth or love and peace washed over me
I would love to see this option for all vets suffering, so many turn to drugs to make them forget about life. I found a natural product that not only opened my eyes but also my heart to all the awesome around me.
Thank you for taking the time to share in my experience. Life is getting better every day! Nothing but peace and understanding. You are still wanted and needed! Stay strong and open to other options.
Matthew Gransden
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